I DO NOT LIKE GOODBYES

This is the second to the last week of classes. I do not like to go to classes, because of boring materials and boring notes. However, I do not like to see the classes end either. It is always sad for me to know that I will not be with the same people in the same classes again. Sometimes, I would find that there are few interesting people in my classes, and I enjoy listenning to their opinions, even though half the time I do not neccessary agree with what they are saying. Since I came to the college, all the professors that I have had for classes have been very friendly and nice to me as a student and as a friend. Although I have never been the best student in any classes grade wise, my advisor Professor John Ramsay always cheers me up, and tells me that tomorrow will be better. Since I was in high school, I have been upset by saying goodbyes to people. Sometimes, I have to spend a few months to face the reality or the fact that they are no longer around me everyday in life. In high school, my teachers made every student stay and watch seniors graduate each year. Watching friends who are seniors getting their degrees were supposed to be a very happy thing for all the people, but for me I could not have a smile on my face, instead, at the end of the ceremonies, I always had tears in my eyes. During the past three years at college, I always avoided to attend my friends' graduations. Some of them did not understand why, but some of them did find out that I do not like saying goodbyes to friends. Four years of college life will be over in less than 6 months. Since the last months, I have hardly been to any parties with friends at college. I do not know what I have been escaping from. I think that i am avoiding saying goodbyes to friends, and I am afraid that I might no longer see them ever again.

The battle of Final weeks

Today is the 1st offical day of final weeks of the semester. I am very glad that finals are almost here. Please do not get me wrong here. I do not like finals at all, or any forms of tests, exams, papers, or homework. I am glad to see the semester is almost coming to its end. As I said in my previous entry, I do not want to go home for the winter break, because I do not want to leave the one who is very special and very important to me in life. However, I have not been home since last Christmas. I think that my family and friends back home would be very happy to see me and to know that everything with me goes well. I hope everyone will hang in there for his or her finals. Finals are not very scary, just treat finals as other tests or even quizzes.

Final Three weeks of the semester

I can not believe that there will only be three more weeks until finals are over for the semester. Please do not get me wrong here. Three weeks for fighting against finals are very long for me. Right now, I wish that I could have already completed the finals and finished packing for the winter break. However, there is one person that I do not want to leave her all by herself for the break. Although one month for the winter break does not seem to be that long, for me and her are going to be apart from each other is extremely long. I know that during the break, I am going to e-mail her every single day. I hope that all my professors are going to be super nice to me and my fellow classmates tomorrow, and the days in the final weeks. I mean professors being nice is that they will not give us( me and people in my classes) way too much matrials to study for the finals.

Thanksgiving break

The Thanksgiving break is longer than the fall break, but to me and the most people, it is still short. The Thanksgiving break is very wonderful,even though I worked at the first day of the break at the library.During the break, my friend helped me cook food,so I can be alive when the Lowry dinning hall is closed. My friend watched a series of Japanese drama with me. I fall in love with the Japanese drama. I started to change my attitude toward Japanese culture, from not care to respect. My friend is very glad with the change I made toward to Japanese culture. I think that my friend and I will always be together, no matter what happens with the world around my friend and I. Oh well, please have a safe trip back to campus. If you come to Timken library tomorrow night, you will see me working and enjoying my job!
P.S. my friend and I decided to form a family, which means that I am her elder brother.

Last Day of Class Before Thanksgiving Break

It is the last day of class before the Thanksgiving Break. As many students at the college, I can not wait to the break to start. The semester, everyday has been stressful for me, classes, organzation meetings, and personal life. I do not like to have a stressful life, and I bet no one likes it either. As I got up this morning, it was snowing. I like to watch snow before my window of my room, but I do not like to walk in the snow or even go outside during the snowy days. I am glad today is Tuesday, my favorite day of a week, no classes in the morning, only tutoring my good friend, Les, Chinese, working in the Science Library, T.A. a Chinese Class, and my radio show. Due to the break, in addition to all of it, I am going to be in charge of Student Government Association Shuttles to the airport at 5pm. I know that I need a break from everything. I am glad that Thanksgiving is coming. I know that most of my friends are going to watch football while they are having Thanksgiving dinner. I asked all of my friends to have turkeys for me on the Thanksgiving Day. I think that my Thanksgiving will be filled with rest, and good companies. Although I have told myself thousands times not to do any work during the break, I can not help but working for the library and working on my Senior Indenpendent Studies. Working during the break is very easy, no one ( I mean only few people) uses the library.

Friday Morning

I personally like Friday mornings the most. Although it is freezing cold in this morning, I am still happy and excited about the weekend. Weekends are generally nice and time to relax. Tonight I am working at Basketball games, in charge check people's tickets. After work, I will go to see Hary Potter with my friend. She and I both are Harry Potter fans. Well, time for me to run to class. Hope everyone have a great Friday and a sweet weekend as well.

Friday before Thanksgiving

Tomorrow is the Friday before Thanksgiving break. I am very glad to see that Friday is around the corner, and also the Thanksgiving break is almost here. After Thanksgiving break, there will only be two and three more weeks to go until the last day of Final exams. Although I like to stay at Wooster as long as possible, I would like to be away from Wooster for a while. I think that I am the kind of person that could not stay at the same place for my whole life without taking few breaks from it. Friday is great, no need for getting up early the next morning. However, this Saturday, I have to get up early for signing up for classes. I am not sure that what I am going to take as my fourth course, whether Public Speaking or American Religious Community. Both courses sound very interesting to me. I heard from many students who have taken the courses that they both require lots of work. With Senior last semester and graudate school stuff, I do not want to take four hard courses. I would love to keep my GPA, and hopefully improve it if I can.
Relay for life is happening this year! Yay for students who are co-chairs for the event. Although April is going to be cold in Wooster, I think that this year there will be many students that going to form teams. Last year, relay for life was lots of fun, and I made many new friends during relay for life.
Tomorrow, my friend and I are planning to see Harry Potter after work. I think that it will be a great time!

Snow

After studying and living in Wooster for 3 years, snow has become nothing new or exciting to me. However, a very special friend of mine this year told me that she has not seen snow for about 8 years. Last night, she was excited to see snow at Wooster. I like snow. But I do not like when the snow starts to melt. Snow is the sign for winter season. Of all four seasons, I like winter the second. The best holiday of a year to me is Christmas. If I have a white Christmas for the year, I know that the coming year is most likely full of joys and happiness. Otherwise, I am not sure what is the coming year to me going to be. Snow makes me wanna stay inside, and spend time with my favorite books and TVs. Well, I hope all of you will like snow as well.

Survived another Monday

I think that I have survived another Monday at college. Yay for myself! I know that many people agree with me on that Monday is the worst day of a week. However, some of people disagree with me, Monday is the 1st day of work, school and etc, so they think that Monday should not be any worse than any other days of a week. I survived anothe Monday, and it is all I care and all I have to write. When I woke up this morning, I was thinking about the I.S. Monday! I decide that to work extremely hard on my senior I.S. for the next few weeks, and turn it in before winter break. Well,if you are a senior at wooster, please do not hate me for turning my I.S. early. I.S. nowadays like a shape knife hanging on top of my head, so I come to the point is that I HAVE TO FINISH IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. I think that my college senior year has lots of good times to come, and I can not let my I.S. ruin my senior experience at college.

Monday Morning

Monday morning is the most difficult time of a week, not only that I do not want to get up from my warm bed, but also I do not want to face new business. This week will be very busy, tons of homework, for example, a math paper to write. I do not know why in the world for a math major, I have to write a paper in a math class, why can it be a problem to solve or some projects else. Tonight, I have meetings to attend, such as Student Government Association, Wooster Volunteer Network. Monday night is always time for me to celebrate, for surviving Monday madness and stress. Okay, I should have been doing my homework, instead I sat here and write thoughts on here. I hope all of my friends will have a great Monday!

World without worrying and unhappiness

Today is sunday, and I do not want to think about the next day. Monday is always the most difficult day of a week, not only because everything will start all over again, but also because that weekends' fun is over. I am tired of worrying too much and being unhappy about everything in life. I decided that start with tomorrow, I will stop worrying too much, just mind my own life, in other words, I will only care for things that matter to me, such as Gilmore girls, 7th Heaven, Disney channel, Sex and the City. Being unhappy will not change my world to a better place, instead, it will make my life bitter and hopeless. Friends, Worrying and being unhappy are our weakness in life, so try our best to be happy, and hopeful. Although classes, homework, quizzes, papers, and exams will never leave us alone, there will always be new hopes in life when we wake up each day. Monday is not the 1st day of a week, and the reality is that Sunday is the 1st day of a week. I friendly suggest or recommand all of you that trying not to get up in the afternoon of every Sunday, instead, try to visit some local coffee shops or local churches on Sunday mornings. You will find that getting up early on Sunday mornings will make your mood of a week happier and light. I will start to build or construct a world without worrys and unhappiness. I will keep all of you, my friends with the updates with the building process. World without worrys and unhappiness is not impossible to build in life. Once we have it, please not to destroy it. Well, no matter what efforts we put in to keep Monday from coming, tomorrow will be called Monday!

Life is full of uncertainty

Some days I act as a kid, not wanting grow up. Some days I act as a college student, passionate about things in life. Some days I act as an old man, just sit in a chair, watching TV, drinking beers, and thinking over things I have done in life. As days have gone by in life, I realize that life is full of uncertainty. Some people I think that I will have them as friends forever, no matter what I say or I do to them. However, the reality is that we do not have anyone that we can be with from the second we were born to the second we breathe our last breath. The only person we can count on in life all the time is ourselves. My friends, please always remember that Everyone in this world only has this second, this minute, this hour, and this day for sure. We only can dream about tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, but we do not know for sure. If you want to talk to someone, talk to him or her today, otherwise you may regert for rest of your life.

A Wednesday Night without parties

Sorry, I did not know what happened with my last post. I think that today's world is full of magics. Today is Wednesday, and I am supposed to exciting for the night, because the night is often filled with parties and good times with friends. However, I do not want the night to come today. 1st, I am very tired and sick of dramas happening in Student Government Association, but I do not want to quit, I would love to see my efforts make a different on campus. 2nd, I am very terrified by unlimited homework, and preparing for tests, exams and presatations. In addition to all of the homework, this week is the Volunteer week, therefore I volunteer some parts of my night to sell cookies, in order to raise money for good cases. Although I am not having time party tonight, I hope all of you will have a great Wednesday night as always, or better. I think that it is very sad for me not to party on Wednesday night, but I do believe that tonight I will be very productive, get homework mostly done, and get exams done as well, or at least most part. Also I will help with good causes.

P.S. This morning I got all of my course plan for the coming semester approved by my awesome advisor, Professor Ramsay! (Smile)

Yay for Tuesday

Sorry about last post, I did not know what happened to it. Tuesday recently become my favorite day of a week. #1 reason is that I can sleep in on Tuesdays until 10:45am. #2 reason I survive from Monday stress. #3 reason is that I have my own radio show and two favorite classes on Tuesdays. My radio show is from 1pm to 4pm on WCWS, 90.9FM, you also can listen to me on line (www.wooster.edu/wcws). One class is Problem Seminar, and the another one is called Religion Thoughts and Action. I hope all of you will like Tuesdays as well!

Yay for Tuesday!

Student Government Association

Since I was a Freshman kid, I have been a part of the Student Government Association (SGA). My Freshmen year, I was elected as a 1st year senator. At the end of the second semester of my 1st year of college, I was brave enough to run for the President of SGA. Although the result was tragedic, I did not regret for it. At the end of my Junior year , I run for the Secretary of Safety and Security. Very happily, I got voted on the cabinet of the SGA 2005 to 2006. SGA in my mind is the voice of student body, and should help student body improve their campus life. Today, I discovered that SGA Vice President started to form his own agendas, and form his own "Power Structure". I was very sad to see what the V.P. of SGA was doing. I think that in order to make SGA work well, every member of SGA needs to understand each other, and certainly, no one should form his or her small circle at SGA. Maybe I am way too serious about SGA. Sleep well!

Another Wednesday night

Today is Wednesday again, and I do not have any mood or desires for parties. So many things have taken place in my life since last Wednesday. The most shocking news is that my girlfriend dumped me. I do not know what actually happen with me and the world I am living in. Last year, I was so focus on party scenes, and looking forward to weekend parties. I do not know why today I do not feel like to go to parties on Wednesday night, and it seems like to be the 1st Wednesday that I do not want to go out and drink my night away. In a few minutes, I will attend SGA weekly meeting, and involve myself into all kinds of dramas. Although I do not like to go to parties at the moment, I might decide to go out later. I hope all my friends have a very enjoyable Wednesday night.

My possible future after college life

Today I discovered my future after college life. I was thinking of applying to Harvard Divinity School. I found that religion studies were really amazing. Going to church has been very good experiences for me. Church is an awesome place to be, and provides me a sense of family and bounding. Although I do not consider myself religious at all, I am still very interested in learning Christainity and other world religions. I do call myself a Christain today, and tell every of my friends and person I meet that I accepted Jesus into my heart, and understand that he died for my sins, raised three days later, and rested with God the Father. I think that I might be a good pastor in the future.